The star of brewing her Kelsey Grammer says that the murder of Sister tested his faith in new memories

Kelsey Grammer saw his share of tragedy in his life, but it is a moment of inexpressible loss which almost broke his faith in God.

The award -winning “prasing” star at Emmy Emmy spoke of the spiritual assessment he endured after the brutal murder of his sister Karen in 1975.

Grammer wrote a memory, “Karen: a brother remembers” to honor the life of his sister and told Fox News Digital how his last project restored his faith in God.

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“When the dead occurred, starting with my grandfather, then my father – and I did not really know my father – then when Karen was killed, hanging on what I had always seen as a kind of gift of faith, has become … The Creuse faith,” said Grammer.

“It didn’t work. I thought,” Why did I lose that? What happened? “I felt betrayed.

In the memoirs of Grammer, “Karen”, he told the deeply personal and tragic story of his deceased sister, which was murdered at the age of 18. He was only 20 years old and studied the theater in Juilliard in New York when his younger sister, a recent graduate of the school, moved to Colorado Springs.

“I felt betrayed by that. And, therefore, I somehow cursed God at some point and I said:” You know, hey, I prefer that you did not bother to help at this stage because, honestly, it was colossal. I am not interested. “”

– Kelsey Grammer

She was kidnapped by several men who intended to steal a red lobster where she worked. Rather, they kidnapped Karen, raped her several times and finally stabbed her to death.

Kelsey Grammer opened his way to healing by writing his memoirs which honors his sister Karen. (Harper Select)

In 1976, Freddie Glenn was found guilty of having killed Karen Grammer and two other victims of the previous year. The Supreme Court ruled that Glenn could request parole after 30 years, but the star of the sitcom has two times blocking Glenn’s parole attempts as a judge for his sister and the families of other victims.

“He just thinks it’s been long enough and, then, when do I go out of prison? So when, when Am I Made with mine then? Because I’m still stuck, “Grammer told Fox News Digital.” And although this book has helped publish a lot of this feeling, there is a kind of … Well, “we are in the same game, Freddie, you and me.” And … if I don’t get free, you are not either. “”

During a parole hearing in 2009, Grammer wrote a letter to the court who said: “She was my best friend and the best person I knew. She had so much to live. I loved my sister, Karen. She is missing. She is missing in my bones.

“I was her big brother. I was supposed to protect her – I couldn’t. I never overcome her. … It almost destroyed me.”

Before the death of his sister, the 70 -year -old star underwent a loss for the first time at the age of 13 when her father was shot in a home invasion. After the death of Karen, the two half-brothers of Grammer, Stephen and Billy, died in a scuba diving accident in the Virgin Islands.

Grammer’s faith began to slowly repair love and family. (Harper Select)

Grammer admitted that he diverted himself from God in his darkest moments, but he encouraged others to do the opposite.

“I would advise people to get away from that. If I could, I would say, rather than divert myself from God, to turn to him in these situations,” he told Fox News Digital. “Because it’s not [mean] God is to seek you. But it’s like that sometimes. And it was very difficult. “”

Although this feeling of rupture followed grammar for years, his faith has slowly started to repair love and family.

Kayte Walsh and Kelsey Grammer share three children together and appointed their first daughter Faith. (Taylor Hill / FilmMagic)

“By writing this book, [my faith] won some ground. By meeting Kayte, because of the life of what we have also experienced, also fortified my faith, “said Grammer, referring to the wife Kayte Walsh.

The couple shares three children and appointed their first daughter Faith.

Grammer continued to find peace thanks to reflection, especially when he wrote his memoirs, “Karen: a brother remembers.”

The star of “Cheers” told Fox News Digital what inspired him to write this memory 50 years after the death of his sister.

Kelsey Grammer is well known for his role in “Prasier”. (Getty Images)

“I was asked through a medium that Karen wanted me to tell her story. … I had a session with her in which she brought me the wishes of Karen,” said Grammer.

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“I am very, very happy with the book. I am happy to have done it. I feel lighter than I could do it because I have worn a lot of misfortune, a lot of sorrow.”

In his memoirs, Grammer told the memories of his sister and how his loss affected her as well as his family. While Grammer courageously confronted the pain of losing a loved one with insane violence, he celebrated the life of his sister from the end in the deepest way.

When Fox News Digital asked Grammer a memory that stood out for him and brought him comfort when he thought of Karen, he shared an emotional moment when he linked himself with his beloved sister at a young age.

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Grammer says that he does not think that “closure is possible when you have undergone a tragic loss in your life.” (By Bernal / Harper selection)

“This is something I say … She was an Oreo cookie soaked in iced Coca-Cola. I think at that moment.

In the end, Grammer did not speak of closure as a destination but as a silent change in the way in which sorrow and love coexist.

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“I do not think that the closure is possible when you have undergone a tragic loss in your life. The look for me of the closure would be that, somewhere between the sorrow which is constant and sometimes as alive as the moment it took place, will be balanced in time by a penchant for the person you have loved and a memory that will at least remain in front of the same level as the grievy.”

“Karen: A brother remembers” is available everywhere books are sold.