Emilie Kiser doesn’t sugar coat his emotions.
Five months after her and her husband Brady Kisserthe son Trigg Kiser who died following an accidental drowning in the family pool, the TikTok influencer has opened up about how she is dealing with her complex range of feelings in the wake of the tragedy.
“I just got out of a 2 hour counseling session (the longest I’ve ever done) and it was heavy but also very helpful,” she wrote in a post on her Instagram Stories on October 24. “We talked about so many things, but one of them was general emotions and the guilt of feeling them sometimes.”
The 26-year-old, who also shares his son Theodore Kiser6 months, with Brady – explained that she found it particularly difficult to allow herself to feel positive emotions in the midst of her grief.
“One of the hardest aspects of loss, besides the loss itself, is allowing yourself to feel happy again,” she continued. “Allow yourself to not have an emotion about every emotion. Just have that emotion, whether it’s sad, happy, angry, guilty, ashamed, hurt, and really sit with it and be okay with it.”
