“That night, my sweet and incredible husband, the wonderful father of my children, put a cold glocking at 9 mm in his mouth,” he common. “I even cry this.”
She continued: “I would have liked to be able to catch him, to exhaust him and said:” You are a good father! I love you! We have that! This is not the way! “”
Fortunately, Granger “realized that the voice telling him quietly to shoot the trigger was not his,” said Amber, adding that her husband –now Minister– was “engulfed in the spiritual war”.
“At this time to shout to God, the visions suddenly stopped,” she shared, “the pistol slipped with her hand and he collapsed on the ground, falling asleep in a puddle of his own tears, entirely dressed in the bathroom of his bus.”
Granger also detailed his suicide attempt in his memories in 2023 RiverWhere he detailed the moment he decided not to press the trigger
“Unconsciously, my hand ripped off the gun from my mouth,” he wrote, “and my voice shouted with despair:” My God, my Jesus! Save me! Save me, Jesus! “”
